Definitely, May be – Incomplete

I scramble to get hold of my phone -Its 9:30 on a sci-fi looking HTC Touch – oh ..man the sun isnt out yet ( knowing that it wouldnt come out the whole day ) I tell myself  … man, give urself some rest – sleep dude – for one more hour – I snooze – i sleep – slipping quitely into the world of myriad colorful dreams – each one like a meaningful  cozy episode – one episode made me feel so happy that i woke up – with half eye open I feel so proud that i was able to think so sensibly while dreaming :p – I search for my phone. Nopes it snt where i left few mins back ( sorry few hours back )..  my all sky blue bed makes it really difficult and irritating – I cant differentiate clearly between the quilt and sheet – I pull them i pull - ah i realise i have been pullin my towel –  ah finally mi phone is there squeezed between me and bed – i it pick up ; see the time it’s now 11:42 AM – now, I tell to miself – okay 11:42 no meaning in getting up now – lemme get up for lunch – I set the alarm bang 1 PM and pull the soft sheet and make me feel extra cozy by pulling it bitwin my hands and my head – I quickly get a ticket back to the dreamy world – god but no more its so cool – I am awake like stuck in the boundary of the stargate which kurt russell found so easy to pass through; with my body totally asleep and my head fast thinking about all that i have to do.. all the time i have with me to enjoy till monday and the way am wasting it on bed .. next moment i think of my unshaven face – my clothes to be washed – to be pressed – new shoes that i have to buy – bills i have to pay – english grammar sections i have to complete this weekend – oooh thats a lot to do – then i think of food – whose gonna make lunch – i realise now am hungry – oh mi god i have to go the food store - no no i need not i bought them last week – Okay cool get up -get up - get up – I feel like saying 5 more mins mom – as i always do at home even these days when i am there….hmmmhuh… okay leave it now nobody is gonna listen to you – get upppp….no mi body in slumber doesnt seem to comply – after much of struggle am up now – am up – am sitting on my bed – I look around – My id card – purse – visiting cards – computer – phone – secret history of Lazard ferez – tooth paste ?!!! ( How the ^%& it got in here?!!!)  I think i had a good time in bed with them – I wake up to see my jeans – i let a grin settle in my face seeing that grassy green patch on the back pockets – ooooh i hav finally managed to get up by 12:15 and have a whole day with me.. I walk fast only to find my swollen face in mirror – so saddened i sit on the tub thinking about the crazy night i had – what have i done to myself – I look like a hog – what else would Captain Morgan, under ice cold sky at midnight along the walks on either side of the canal with a big gang of fellas, do. What a night it was - the park benches – the couple we scared – okay and thats showing up in the face – well from when on started worring about looks my man – okay buddy you shouldnt worry – nobody is gonna see ur scary face for the next 6 -7 hours and neither you were that kind who are so so good looking to be worried about being not so good looking :p – smile again – I feel so refreshed – finally i brush at 12:50ish and make a hot cup of coffee – these days i have learnt to enjoy milk less coffee a lot more – with the coffee in hand i pull my hooded jacket and switch on my comp.. first thing gmail – i look for some known faces - U know u got three kinda people online – one with whom u hav a freeflowing relationship its so clear so good ; second categ are people whom u dont care and neither they care – what a cool combo ; And third is the kind whom u like, but who make you feel as if they are saying to you in a hush hush voice – look u r not needed in my life & i care shit about u – they make me feel a little to lot uncomfortable – even then, everytime i seem to take the first step forward… jus to tell myself nothing can be wrong and everything is good - things which kinda give u feel that its a cold relationship which ur hell bent on not letting go sour - these are those exceptions i love to entertain & experience. Good I jus have a categ one and categ two people online -  now its time for wordpress – these days am quite interested to see the number of people hitting my post on reva – over the past 2 months 50% of my blog traffic is because of this post – I feel more than glad coz i see two more visitors and one gentleman has brightened my day by leaving a comment.. wooow !!! - I pick up my coffee thats still steaming – i pull my screen letting some light come in – i throw the glass window open only to let some cold breeze come in… My window is so big that i was able to comfortably sit with my legs stretched - aaah …cool what a weekend – a cold grey afternoon – a cup of coffee – I look above – no clouds – it looks as if a painter had justhrown all his dirty muddy water on the sky – so confused so not clear it is – still magestic stoic and proud – i look around its so so beautiful -  mi life so beautiful so fulla freedom so fulla new things better things - well out through the window i keep looking for a while and suddely something like a relevation, strikes me, i feel its so calm so quiet – i thank god i sense theres some noice – there s music – my laptop cocaine – I for a moment withdraw miself from the world around to listen to the music – I take a sip and realise that backstreet boys are playing – INCOMPLETE