Surfsup

Breatheeee….hmmm…

this is the thing i forgot for most part of the wonderful years i spent..dont ask me how u had great time without breathing … its like u donno what u dont know 

Well.. Am so so glad that i figured that out so early (atleast i would like to think so).. looking back – ha should i do that now!! – well lemme for a while – i think i have been a big assole. thats it.. lemme leave it behind..

I am not gonna be all that i was… i know what i have lost in the process.. i know how a silly petty mule i have become… i lost that child in me…  my face is so sullen like i have become a Frankenstein of my own thoughts… Well everything has a place and everything must be in its place… i must learn to give them just the space they deserve…

well all these doesnt mean i am losing steam.. its jus that i was a horse with a blinder on .. now am jus taking the blinder off.. in the past two weeks when i trying to find me in others i have gone through a range of things from shock, feeling elated, “i found somebody hates me “, concern, a tight slap, a calm sincere lecture, a long wait, being ignored…. I donno how they gonna help me.. but they definitely make me feel better…coz life is a bit more colorful

okay now the surf s up..keep your eyes open.. take it easy